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Monday, February 3rd, 2003
10:57 pm	Studying sucks! Well...Its been a long day - classes, working out with D, study group for Holisitics then Study Tables with the Sigma Kappa girls from 9-11. I have a huge test tomorrow in Holistics and I HATE IT. Im so tired and just want to go to bed- Ive done everything possible but study. Oh by the way - Im a pledge for Sigma Kappa- Love it! These girls are CRAZY man!!! gotta love heavy drinkers and as lauren J puts it UNDERCOVER SLUTS - Its funny! Im not an undercover slut or a heavy drinker so I merely watch all my TANKED sisters and have fun!!! This Saturday is my 19th BIRTHDAY! Crazy shit there too!!! Lisa P is having a 'party' at her house that is not really but kinda for my bday all the armos are coming up, john mike and steve are here - Lauren J is coming up sat... IM PUMPED MAN! :) Gonna be a GREAT WEEKEND! But i have to get to studying - Have a good one - WISH ME LUCK! -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? Current Mood: exhausted (what do you have to say now)
Tuesday, January 21st, 2003
2:10 am	cant sleep - So, I personally love it when people tell you they will call you back, acting as if you dont knw they are busy and so they politely give you an estimated time they will call you back...then never do. And they do this a number of times througout the day - IT IS SO RUDE! I cant even take it anymore! On a completely different note - I like it a lot here at Western! Its a lot of fun... but Im not going to lie to you I def miss my old roomie - LAUREN J YOU ROCK MY WORLD! Jerome and emily for sure too!!! I am def goin to visit them soon!!! :) So I have a completely FULL day tomorrow from 11-330 classes then 10-midnight lacrosse practice - UGH i should be sleeping but I cant... neither can Ann tho. its kinda weird! :::SIGH::: well perhaps I should try again!?!? NAH Ill sit online and talk to the others that cant sleep! Its awful! Ok, Ive rambled enough - NIGHT EVERYONE Current Mood: restless (1 unwanted opinion | what do you have to say now)
Tuesday, January 14th, 2003
1:08 am	GO BRONCOS After a relaxing, yet interesting Christmas break...I moved into Western. Steve and John helped!!! It was crazy, the room was huge, but TRASHED - my roommate was MIA. I took over 2 computer desks and the whole closet. Because its a TRIPLE room, and there are only 2 of us, it worked out PERFECTLY. Ann is my roommate she's pretty cool, shes just really shy and eats all my food when Im not around! Little shady but all in all not too much to complain about. My classes arn't too too hard, more time consuming from my EASY first semester at GVSU. I def. miss Emily, Jerome and Lauren. I have to make a trip up there to visit ASAP. 14 days and its Steve and My ONE YEAR!!!! Thats some crazy shit!!!!! Its unbelievable to think that its been a year already. I mean WOW!!!! Anyways, Just wanted to update and stuff. Ill write more later! NIGHT Current Mood: busy (what do you have to say now)
Wednesday, December 18th, 2002
1:25 am	CHRISTMAS BREAK!!!! As Jerome finely puts it "being home is free therapy!" HELL YEAH MAN! Aerosmith concert - ROCKED! almost died on the way home bc UNCLE JEFFY IS AN IDIOT! SICK as shit all sat. Sunday had dinner w/ steve's DAD's family! They are sweethearts for sure! Working for my dad - TRIP in itself! My dad's brothers are pretty annoying at times and some customers need to be SMACKED! BUT its ooooooook! Went to the Night 89X Stole Christmas Concert ( NFG, Good Charlotte, Boxcar Racer, Zwan, and The Used) SWEEEEEEEEEEEET AS HELL!!!!! Kari,Mike, Steve and I had an amazing time - its the best fun Ive had in a LONG time in a group of more than just Steve me and maybe John. It was refreshing. The old 'crew' kinda seemed to have split off - got a call from Bri Friday night but I had the concert and thats about it. Funny, if I dont call - Steve and I are kinda left to find things out from John! LoL oh well,whatcha gonna do!?! Anyways, its been a long night - Im goin to bed.... NIGHTY NIGHT! Current Mood: satisfied (what do you have to say now)
Wednesday, December 11th, 2002
12:09 pm	T T T T THATS ALL FOLKS! WOW, Semester #1 of Freshman Year is college is COMPLETE! Im done with Grand Valley, Heading to Western and I cant wait! Im goin to miss everyone at GVSU - Jerome, Lauren, Emily...I hope my next ROOMMATES (yes i ahve 2!) are as cool as lauren thinnks she is ;-) (jk I LOVE YOU GIRL)Lauren's movin dorms cant take these passport people alone - they could kill a normal girl like her...so we're all packed up and movin out. The room looks like SHIT! Its soooo ugly!!! :( kinda sad!! I cant wait for Christmas! Break is going to ROCK! MARGOT - WE BETTER BE GETTIN TOGETHER! - you too Tiff!!!!! I cant wait to go boarding and stuff! Steve got me this AWESOME present i guess - the guy at the store says hes too nice to me. HE IS - sometimes! ;-) haha. Anyways, I hope I see everyone on break, and HAVE A GREAT CHRISTMAS IF I DONT TALK TO YOU! much love!!!! <3 br> If i was a Bodily Excretment i would be: What kind of Excretment are you? hahah go figure! Current Mood: exhausted (1 unwanted opinion | what do you have to say now)
Thursday, November 21st, 2002
12:11 am	Which Disney Princess are you? So, this weekend Dana totally screwed Deanna, Steve, John and I. After inviting all of us 2 months ago to come up for CMU/WMU weekend, she decides shes goin with Joe upnorth!! So, the 4 of us are goin to Chicago for the weekend!!! I cant wait!!! Well, Im goin to bed now! LATER! Current Mood: awake (what do you have to say now)
Sunday, October 27th, 2002
3:19 am	OH WHAT A NIGHT. Late december back in '63.... That has to be the theme for this weekend! That and DRAMA! :::AHH::: I donno man, I just dont know?!? Im at Wayne State right now with Silva, her teammates are sweet as hell! They are some of the funniest people ever! Kinda wish steve would have come tonight > hes pissed at me for bein mad at him, when YET AGAIN: he spent all day with his paintball gun. I saw him for 30 mins today when I went to his house...I had to leave, and when I was at his house, we were supposed to go to dinner since we didnt the night before. WELL, that didnt happen. Then we were gonna go see an 8:20 movie and head to WSU. I was plannin on head to his house after anyways and sleepin there with him like I promised him, and like I wanted to; but he was late gettin to myhouse, and we would have had to see an 10:15 movie, I am sick of never doin anything when I come home. I come home everyweekend to spend time with him and we never do anything, except watch WAR movies, or hang out at Brittany's or someones house...its just gettin old. I wanted to hang out at WS with silva and steve, and john...but nooo!! Oh well, IM NOT GONNA APPOLOGIZE FOR SOMETHING THAT I DIDNT DO THIS TIME... It always becomes my fault, whether I did something wrong or not. Anyway, its 3:30 am and Im goin to bed...maybe if I can find some place here to sleep!!!! LATER Your Sex Life's Average! When comparing your sex life, You're right at the mean. You're not a whore or a virgin, But something right in between. How Does *Your* Sex Life Compare? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Current Mood: mellow (what do you have to say now)
Saturday, October 26th, 2002
12:25 am	BLAH Well, its Friday night, I come home bc usually I have more funa t home then I do at school...and Im home at 12:25! My boyfriend would rather play with his paintball gun than hang out with me! He was gonna trade me in for PAT, so they could play! AHHH he can play with the damn thing all week...I only see him 2-3 days on the weekends! SO ANNOYING! then he wonders why im mad about it! maybe Ill just go back to school tomorrow. Hes gota big paintball game on sunday anyways...he doesnt need me hangin round to distract him from that! I donno Ill figure it out in the am. later What Sign of Affection Are You? Current Mood: cranky (what do you have to say now)
Tuesday, October 22nd, 2002
8:24 pm	Whoa, good weekend! SPent quality family time with the grandparents and my mom and sisters! :) Spent a lot of time with steve!!!!! got back to school with some happy news Hot boy (Christian from upstairs) Likes lauren! I hope it works out for her!!! I get to see NFG on friday! Cant fucking wait! AND Im goin to western tomorrow to see B and Kari and everyone! PRETTY HYPED! :) Hm...what else? NO PSYCHOLOGY! SOO GREAT! :) I love NO Friday classes bc I can go home early friday or Thursdays! NIICE! But, I have a test Thursday that I need to study for, and Real World is on tonight, so I cant miss that!!! LATER Ya'll! What kind of porno would you star in? Current Mood: hyper (2 unwanted opinions | what do you have to say now)
Tuesday, October 15th, 2002
6:01 pm	what a bad week... Just when u think things cant get any worse -- You boy steps and and shits on ur already shitty parade. So he yells at me bc i dont ever talk to him, or im always on the computer...well, this weekend he wants to go up north with his brother and for me to go too...normally that would be fun, but i have plans friday and i told him that a couple days ago...so he wonders why im pissed, bc WHEN I DO TALK - OBVIOUSLY SHE DOESNT LISTEN TO ME!!!!! SO, he can go upnorth and have fun, but like he always says "I just dont care anymore!" Hes constantly got this attitude with me lately, if hes pissed at something its my fault or so it seems bc i always get the backlash and get hung up on or something...I love him to death but I tired of everything being my fault!!!! On a happier note, my mommy loves me again...and my dad is gettin there! I can go home. I have to see my grandpa this friday anwyays! hes sitll in the hospital and doin so-so! ryan still isnt talkin to me tho...hopefully one day he can get over it and talk to me again. I Have a psych test tomorrow and Im gonna fail, so i gotta study. Ill talk to you later! Current Mood: crushed (3 unwanted opinions | what do you have to say now)
Sunday, October 13th, 2002
9:41 pm	2 days from Hell We'll go with the HAPPY first: I got to see my baby a whole day earlier! He got up here Thursday evening! I enjoyed being with him for 4 days, instead of 3! :) I got a sweet ass tattoo! Its a cross with tribal things comin out the sides! I love it!!!! KRistin Steve and I got them Friday night! We won our Homeoming football game 41-0!!! AND...I got to See Kristin this weekend! :) ON TO THE BAD: My parents are so pissed at me bout my tattoo, that they dont want me to come home for awhile. Ryan, came to visit, and just left without saying goodbye, because he found out that I was with Steve and he was hurt. Probably not the way that I would have wished him to find out but now he wont talk to me. I want to fix things but he hung up on me...:( Kari was mad at me today because I didnt get to Western Friday night, bc i was at the tattoo place from 730-230am! GOD, IM A HORRIBLE FRIEND HUH? I hate being in fights with my mom, and my dad too. But my mom and I are really close, and when shes mad at me it really upsets me. I just need them to let me make my own decisions and let me deal with things myself. I didnt need her tellin me what tattoo I could get and where, I wanted to do it myself!!! U know?!? Well, whatever. I hope I get to talk to ryan soon...I wanna make this as "better" as i can!!! :::sigh::: I have a headach, im gettin outta here! ~Thank u steve for bein so supportive!!!!!!! :-* You Are An Intense Kisser! Deep tounging, nibbling, and locking lips for hours are on your agenda. You've been known to wear lovers out with your kiss, before getting to anything else on the menu. And given that you kiss so well... imagine how you do everything else. How Do *You* Kiss? More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva Current Mood: crushed (what do you have to say now)
Wednesday, October 9th, 2002
11:03 pm	Find your inner random object!</ (what do you have to say now)
10:18 pm	IM A FAT ASS! So, Im on the phone with my love. Hes soo cute. I love spending time with him. Im probably a huge loser at Grand Valley because I ahve a great boyfriend taht I like to go see every weekend. But I dont mind being a loser, because spending the weekends with him is a million times better than any frat party, or anybody here at GVSU could give me. This weekend is homecoming weekend, so Im stayin up here saturday night. Friday night we're supposed to be going to Western. Bri might come too! Im excited...It should be fun!! So, Dana W came up with a superb (say it again lucas...SUPERB) idea, for a couples weekend over christmas to Boyne, OH YEAH FUN FUN FUN! Anyway, Im goin now. Im gonna be anti social like lauren says and watch more TV. LATER! Current Mood: nerdy (2 unwanted opinions | what do you have to say now)
Saturday, October 5th, 2002
6:42 pm	:::sigh::: Well, Im home again. I Missed my baby too much! And I feel bad havin him always comin up there and stuff. I miss him a lot during the week, so the weekends are always amazing!!! Im watchin him and his dad paint the room downstairs, NOT GONNA LIE, AMUSING! :) IM goin to dinner with Kari, cant wait...i havent seen her in forever so it will be cool. RYan blew me off YET AGAIN...we had plans since monday to hang out today bc its his bday and hes hangin out with some chick at Jon Pearns house! Whatever, hes a dickhead most of the time! But, Im happy bc steve and Terry are startin to be friends again! (I did good!!!) ANYWAY I gotta go get kari for dinner... LATER Current Mood: loved (what do you have to say now)
Wednesday, October 2nd, 2002
11:22 pm	So mutha fackin bored... So, Im not gonna lie, Ive never been so bored in my life. ITs almost pathetic. I was supposed to go work out tonight but my bitchass roommate never came back from her meeting...Its a good thing i have a boyfriend to talk tome and keep me entertained! RIGHT!?!? AND IF THIS GIRL SHOWS UP THIS WEEKEND, DANA AND I ARENT GONNA HOLD BACK! :) perhaps a trip to the zoo would be fun? hahaha! and BRI IS FINALLY 18 in 23 mins!!! ONLY DANA LEFT TO GET LEGAL ALEADY!!! :) im outta here...too cold, and tired for this right now. Romance Meter: Danak Optimist 95% . . 5% Cynic Close 72% . . 28% Distant Sexual 50% . . 50% Asexual Age: 18 female heterosexual Compare with user: What does my romance meter read? Current Mood: aggravated (what do you have to say now)
12:15 pm	AWWWW!! So, I love my Boyfriend! haha Hes so damn cute! He bought me a webcam, and now we get to see eachother talk on the computer! :) Its soo much fun! (not in a perverted way...) I still want this Rachel chick to go away! and Im sure he will disagree with me, but shes a pain in my ass!!! On another note, my grandpa has to have triple bipass this week...not good at all. SO PRAY FOR HIM!!! Im sure everything will be fine though... SO, I missed real world last night, if anyone wants to fill me in THAT WOULD BE FABULOUS! anyways im outta here...Im gonna go be lazy LIKE USUAL! :) bye You are Missy Elliot! You have a larger-than-life personality, and immense talent to match. You are beautiful, but you are tough as nails. You have spent your life proving that you can do anything the boys can do, maybe even better. You are well-liked and popular, and don't mind a bit sharing the spotlight with your friends. Take the "Which Empowered Female Artist Are You" Current Mood: bored (what do you have to say now)
Tuesday, October 1st, 2002
1:10 pm	I want to kill her! Rachel...THE DEVILS ADVOCATE HERE ON EARTH! There was def. a suggestive email in steves mailbox from her, and I know that its his mail and I shouldnt have been readin it but HELL ANYONE WOULD HAVE! I was in there for a reason, to check if my mail sent right...I dont know... Do you give a fuck? Current Mood: angry (2 unwanted opinions | what do you have to say now)
Thursday, September 26th, 2002
7:15 pm	WHAT A BITCH OK, so Ive decided that my roommate can be a huge bitch. Shes got to be Bipolar! She is constantly bitchy and then hyper and ok. Shes one of those people who changes infront of people and tries to be cool. Shes a snot, and CONCEITED! GOD, let me tell you what I wouldnt do if I could punch her in the face! But I cant!!!!! Must be civil! RIGHT? Only a better note, I love my BF. He is such a nerd! Its almost too cute!!!! But I MISS HIM! I never see him bc Im here and hes there! Its kinda shitty! Oh well, Ill see him this weekend! :) I STILL STICK TO MY NOTION THAT: LIFE WAS EASIER WHEN I THOUGHT BOYS HAD COOTIES (Quote from Kari T) Current Mood: crazy (1 unwanted opinion | what do you have to say now)
Tuesday, September 24th, 2002
12:00 am	Dazed and Confused My boy confuses me...my best friend is a weirdo...but gotta love em right? Then on top of it, this school blows my asshole...Im not very fond of the people or anything so I think im moving to Western next sememster, Im worried it wont be a smart move for me!?! I dont know what to do anymore!!!!!????!!!! Current Mood: confused (2 unwanted opinions | what do you have to say now)
Sunday, September 22nd, 2002
5:59 pm	My bad Luck Bad Luck really couldnt have cursed my life anymore it seams! I missed a sorority meeting and so I got cut from the 2 that i wanted to be in...I get back and my room is absolutely trashed bc my roommate is an asshole. I am miserable here and I got a D on my Psychology test. Needless to say IM NOT HAPPY! Current Mood: depressed (what do you have to say now)